i wish i could talk to someone... anyone about the way i feel about you. its beyond difficult to lock these thoughts and feeling in my mind & [???my heart???] its been months and i haven't told a soul... how would they react??? shit how would you react? Man i really wonder how you'd react... [LOL] do i really want to know? Could i handle the rejection? How would i react to your facial expression? [i'd have to tell you to your face; I think?] what if it wasnt rejection at all??? What if it was the complete opposite??? Where would we go from there??? Would we dive straight into the deep end of the pool that we've been pacing for months? Or would we retreat back to shallow water because thats where we feel safest? [our comfort zone]... what would you want to do? i think i know... but you confuse the hell outta me sometimes with this mixed signal shit... i think you do that to me on purpose... one minute you tellin me shit that's like music to my ears the next im hearing shit about HER or should i say THEM [which to me is more like a wounded animal sharing their pain with my ear drums]... wierd thing is i wanna know.... so much more i can write here but ill save the rest for later ....
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